• What I'm Processing
  • Austria.

    It should probably come as a surprise to absolutely no one that I failed to keep up with blogging about traveling. Anyone who has ever interacted with me knows I am the queen of procrastination and fail to keep up with the things that are not directly in front of my face. I spent so […]

  • What I'm Processing
  • May 22.

    I have been dreading this day for a long time. I am a counter. I count everything, and this day has been marked in my head for a long time. When I first envisioned this day, I had a very different vision in my head. I thought I would be at home with my family, […]

  • What I'm Processing
  • Fix my eyes.

    I’ve been home from eating disorder camp for almost two months now. I am leaving the country for two months in less than 12 hours. It has almost been a year since Ethan’s accident. I will start my fourth year off college in the fall. A lot happens in life. It moves fast, and it […]

  • What I'm Processing
  • Ethan Died.

    Disclaimer: I have avoided publishing this post for a while now, because it doesn’t really go anywhere. There is no beautiful metaphor and I haven’t really figured out what any of it means yet. This is truly me in the middle of processing something. Consider yourself warned.   I’ve danced around the subject for a […]